"Causing the perverted enemy to attack,
I must then stand behind his form
And so cut the enemy down." -- Morihei Ueshiba, founder of Aikido
"Destiny is not a matter of chance, it's a matter of choice; it's not a thing to be waited for, but a thing to be achieved." --William Jennings Bryan I still try to keep my head up as I battle anxiety/depression again. Broke out with a shingles type stress rash for the first time. Itches like a mug. Stress will kill you.
Why is that when I smoked a pack a day I was so much more healthier? But now that I've lost eighty five pounds, take anti-anxiety meds, quit the habbit, practice martial arts, get a promotion, etc. I'm falling apart?
Clearly, I'm past my prime. I know you all are tired of hearing my whining. The future is falling into yesterdays. All I know how to do about it is write bad poetry.
-posted by Nobius 4:46 AM 
