No Sleep.
Even before the funeral,
Dead to me
You were.
A pale faced zombie casting
Careless religious stones...
Letting me know,
My guilt.
There are no angels.
The truth and the light
Hang there with you.
In my mind.
I can not shake your noose.
It's why I don't sleep...
God, my guilt!
And in this life,
I crucified myself.
Again and again.
Still...
I forged a sea
Simply to be...
A man.
Living lost - but fighting
Becoming another memory.
-I- Pushed on.
Knowing
All the vampires smile
When the last blood
Is yours.
And time....
We are our own Leaders,
Impetus,
And God.
Don't fool yourself.
I push on...
Me and my guilt.
Don't want to be
Another memory.
It's why I don't sleep.
That may be the only compass
I ever need.
-posted by Nobius 2:29 AM 