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Monday, January 05, 2004The Sound Track of My Life 1: Precious Illusion
This is the first of (what I hope to be) a new series of BLOG posts that I will be doing that revolve around music. We all have a sound track to our life. Songs that forever play in our minds and hearts and sometimes play in our hate. I've been feeling that hate lately. I'm down, very depressed, black you might say. Finding it hard to write much less survive right now, and this first single off the sound track of my life reflects that feeling. I just want to know who I am.
"Precious Illusion" by Alanis Morrisette you'll rescue me right? in the exact same way they never did..I'll be happy right? when your healing powers kick in you'll complete me right? then my life can finally begin I'll be worthy right? only when you realize the gem I am? but this won't work now the way it once did and I won't keep it up even though I would love to once I know who I'm not then I'll know who I am but I know I won't keep on playing the victim these precious illusions in my head did not let me down when I was defenseless and parting with them is like parting with invisible best friends this ring will me yet as will you knight in shining armor this pill will help me yet as will these boys gone through like water but this won't work as well as the way it once did cuz I want to decide between survival and bliss and though I know who I'm not I still don't know who I am but I know I won't keep on playing the victim these precious illusions in my head did not let me down when I was a kid and parting with them is like parting with a childhood best friend I've spent so long firmly looking outside me I've spent so much time living in survival mode 
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